I had my first psychiatrist appointment…. Told me a new diagnosis and that I was misdiagnosed all those years ago. Guess I don’t have depression guys I have bipolar 2. Well I will go pick up my new prescription tomorrow. So I’ll be on two medications now. The zoloft and now lamotrigine, which is a mood stabilizer.
Honestly when she told me that I have bipolar 2, I was like. No I can’t because I don’t experience mania or mania symptoms. Well, I didn’t know that bipolar 2 doesn’t really have mania, it’s more depression symptoms and then feeling normal and then down again. Well, she told me that it’s hereditary and that makes sense, because my bio mom has bipolar disorder and so does my little sister. My bio grandmother has it too.
At least my mood swings and anger and impulsivity issues can be explained now lol..
being aware that your behavior is shaped by childhood experiences is so cringe every time i notice it im like ooo look at her can’t even get over what someone told him when she was 7. grow up
listening to music with headphones is so awesome especially when it shoots straight into your brain and you can pick out all its little layers like sandwich ingredients
